i am a bad
i am not funny anyway
i am fat
i am slow and retarded

i am lonely
and feeling guilty
I'm nothing more than a rapist
a crime in the name of love

like lightning in my face
revealed the real story
break my heart into pieces
i know it is not OK

I realize
I dreamed I fell in love and got married
until finally I wake up from this dream
and found myself alone

i felt like being shoot
when you create me as a rapist on that day
and this feeling suddenly gone when you regret that day
and I'm nothing more than a convict

Oh God, what have i done?
I have never regretted to that day before you say...
"that's all bad", and
I'm just a bad guy to you during this time.

note:
Thanks to you for being my dream